Part of your being says that you should express gratitude for what you have received as a gift from what many of us call, the Almighty. That there could be more to enjoy is our expectation based on optimism derived from what we already have received.
That we should attribute our good fortune to some entity that has as is very minimum qualities that we possess is all very natural. That we should go beyond that in our imagination is entirely normal and fitting.
It is fitting to believe in God and in the miraculous powers of communication from a saviour such as Jesus the Christ, who represents the coming together of positive forces for our future fortune. Such belief is entirely fitting and normal, healthy, and entirely to be expected. It is also fitting to maintain a place in our hearts for Jesus as a God of love and unity, a saviour of all that is good in a world full of challenges.
That we should attribute our good fortune in living to something minor is unfitting and slander. We occupy an extremely minor segment of a gloriously vast creation that we can see only a portion of. There is obviously something superior in this vast machinery around us. That it could create what we see as self reflection and intelligence is remarkable, but to assume that it does not itself possess such attributes is even more remarkable. It is undoubtedly true that our vast universe is conscious and self reflective and sees itself at levels we cannot imagine. That we should think of a small part of it as God is to be expected and quite fitting.
That God exists and a powerful agent for good is not to be disputed because we are indeed witness to the fact every day of our bleeting little hearts! That God came down to earth as Jesus is remarkable, but not unfitting, and that Jesus should save us in some way from doubt that we are within a conscious world that will nuture us for all time is almost certainly an outcome of being logical loving individuals in Christ.
That historically, there should be a organized religion to define such a battle for our souls is unremarkable and go be expected. There are no surprises under the sun other than we should not be grateful for so many messengers proclaiming that we are loved by our creators.
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Will ye no think kindly on those who would be your friends! May the sun shine with your thoughts, today, and happiness grow in your heart! May you allow yourself some peace of mind.